Friday....

Friday....

That 'lou qiong' go bully me...make me shout until....so loud..then cu han ask me..why you shout??? Then I say lou qiong bully me lor......

Saturday...

Very emotional...dunno why....hide under blanket cry.....

Fish...

Today..that malay teacher go call us go in front teach orh...Me, Goh Goh, Bi Jie and Ling Hui go teach lor...that Bi Jie dun want say 1 orh!!! Keep on push me in front....so I was forced to say all lor...I keep on laugh cause Goh Goh keep on make me laugh...oso vry fun de.....the next group teacher hlp them say all!!!! I vry hate lor.....

Angry!!!

That stupid ling hui....I beh tahan her!!!!!! She go tell !@# my thing!!!!!!!!When I ask her she say no no no. I heard it lorh!!!!!!!

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She got scolded "Tiada otak geografi." HA HA HA HA HA Who cares anyway, her eyes want to eat me every time and I want to pop them out :p

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My bro know my blog ady...so I change blog name.....Today someone wrote at my table : "You think your dota so pro come fight with me 1 on 1." I also don't know who is he/she how to fight??? Idiot. And today Shu Tyng got head shot by a ball. HA HA HA HA HA.I hate her so much anyway. And she got scolded by teacher too.

Mother's here. Continue later...

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Sorry, just now my mom was there so I couldn't write much...so continue.....

Me: Lets see who's faster, my gun or your leg. *Fires*
Fat Guy: *Kicks at me and bullet shoots to his forehead*
Me *Dodge* (I'm black belt in taekwondo)
Fat Guy *Kneels down and cry!!!!*
Me *Shocked but walk away*




Based on a true story

My battle with a fat guy

Fat Guy: Fatt Hao
Me:Oh yeah??
Fat Guy: Wanna fight??
Me:Bring it on!!!
Fat Guy: I scare you cry
Me: Have you seen me do it before??(obviously no)
Fat Guy *Tries to hit me with a fist*
Me *Dodge* : Oops you missed. :p
Fat Guy: Try my leg.* Kicks out *
Me * Pulls out my bb gun and fires*




To be continue

What I hate

Did I mention I hate people that thinks they have a English name and shows it off??? I also hate people that adds other people's friend that they don't know and keep asking questions like ' What's your relationship with XXX???' I totally hate that. And I also hate people that are 'zi lian' unless they're really vry beautiful/ handsome. People who 'fatt hao' I hate the most. That includes people who think everyone likes her/him.

It's been ten days...

It's been ten days we met....I'm not missing you anymore...I just act like you are one of them who left, and will never come back.I'm acting as you never appeared in my life.....there's more and more girls in here...I wonder who will you like...or will you turn back and choose me??

Alone...

So what if people call me tomboy...its my life!!!Nobody can control it right?????Sometimes I really wish life has an undo button..UNDO UNDO UNDO!!!!!!UNDO EVERYTHING!!!!!!!!!! Why is human such a scary thing, I can believe anyone except myself...I am alone...afraid to trust anyone....I'd rather trust a dog!!!!! They are more loyal......I like to be tomboyish...I like it....even though I'm not married to someone in the future, the hell I care!!!! I could live alone with some pets...that'll be fun....

没有安全感的孩子是这样的……

1. 自己走路会很快

2. 怕黑，却习惯晚睡

3.隐藏心事，喜欢一个人流泪

4.喜欢有口袋的衣服，否则会不知道手放在哪里

5.习惯抱臂习惯冷战

6. 会突然不知所措

7.喜欢窗户，喜欢角落，喜欢蜷缩

8.莫名的孤单，无法抗拒的恐惧感

9.心事放在心里最温柔的地方，有一个自己的世界

10.害怕被欺骗，却喜欢和别人开玩笑！

11.整天傻不拉叽的，却莫名的想去看笑话，让自己笑笑！

12.很孤单，很想找人聊天，却故作坚强的隐身。

13.喜欢一个人静静地坐在那，思念朋友，回忆往事，然后傻笑。

14.喜欢傻傻的望着天空发呆，然后流泪。呆，然后流泪。


Hey, this describe me!!!!Especially the cry part..I like to cry when I'm alone and act brave in front of others...

Great...

Yeah...You wiped out all of my friends in just a day...great...I thank you so much!!!! I don't feel as I ever even want to call you MOM again...You're just a monster who spoils my PERFECT life.....going without my dinner again.......You created Kenji(a negative side to my personality).....and he's growing up day by day...and one day, he will KILL you!!!!! So be careful....I'm sure of that....So you think Kenji's fake??!!! I even talked to him before!!!!! You can think that I'm insane, cause I really am!!!!! There's even a bright side to it, I can KILL you without going to jail!! Nice??? I've no friends, nobody to talk to except my blog and nobody to have fun with!!!Happy???I think you won't be soon....

WHAT THE HELL!!!!!

My mom sucks...she sucks like hell....everyday taking care of my brother...i knew that Chinese like boys and hate girls...but it don't have to be so obvious!!!!!!Okay,I'm a girl, so what????? I cant bring my family's surname down anymore. So??????? When I was small, I asked her where I came from. She said 'The Dustbin' This was repeated many many times till I really believed it when I was small. Now, she just keep on saying 'Girls are meant to be married to others so I can just act that you are married to another person.' Even my father who cared me the most when I was small was affected by her. Now, she just keep on saying my son is better than my daughter...bla bla bla........daughter very naughty......when I call my son he will do anything.......always using these reasons to push me down!!!!!!!!!!!! Yesterday, I didn't get to eat any dinner cause my brother ate it all. I wanted to cook something but she forbid me to. So I went to bed hungry. She wont stand any noise from me yet she makes lot of noise. When she scolds me, she wants my father to help her. Yet, she never scold my brother. When she canes me, I am forced to kneel down and not make a noise, if I cry, more caning is to come. Yet, when she feels like caning my brother, he straights away cries and my mother's heart softened. He is two years older than me!!!!!

I GIVE UP!!!!!

I am very fed up with all this. You went back and didn't told me?? Who I am to you??Fine,I'm not important and you don't even put me in your eye. Then, I will also do the same. Don't regret.

First time missing somebody so much....

I'm missing him...very much too..I think I hate the first 1 now....Its been a whole week since we met...my smses he doesn't reply..T.T really wanna cry....dunno why I miss him.....btw...Its not the same guy!!!I gave up on the first 1

looking back..

Now I look back....I see that you're too far for me too catch...but don't worry....I'll work hard and catch you up some day!!!

Sad...

Today saw something that made me sad..=( I lied to myself. I still could not forget him. I still feel sad when I see him..=( If time could go back, I would cherish all those moments and prevented myself from falling from him..='( I still remembered all those moments, but you forgot. I want to say goodbye, but you are stopping me (without him realizing it). Why??Why don't you let me go???

I want...

I want sling bag arh.....sling bag faster come to me.....dun want a po bag!!! xD i want sling bag....white,black or blue oso can....is sling bag then can ady..i want i want i want!!!!!

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Today actually want cut hair, but at last don't have cut.....Two weeks holiday start from today...don't know want to do what....